Challenging Prayer

How often do you pray? How rich is your prayer life? Are you like me and often find yourself praying the same general prayer daily? 

Deep, rich prayer has long been a struggle for me, even with intentional efforts to slow down and expand my prayers beyond surface level. Sure, I pray through the list and pray for our church, leaders, partners, our country, my family, but it more often than not becomes routine instead of a genuine conversation with my Heavenly Father, even when striving hard to do so.

I don’t think this is due to a lack of faith or doubt. I have witnessed God answer countless prayers. I think it is usually more due to busyness, routine, pride, self-reliance, and I have noticed my conversations with people sometimes have the same surface-level tendencies. We talk about the same things and answer the same questions each time.

It is a bit silly (scary?) how easily pride and self-reliance slip back into my life. 

Gratefully, God is gracious to gently remind me that I don’t, in fact, “got this on my own.”

As I have continued through the Precepts Bible Study on Romans 12, it recommended the always helpful idea of praying Scripture back to God. Specifically, Romans 12:9-21:

9 Let love be genuine. Abhor what is evil; hold fast to what is good. 10 Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor. 11 Do not be slothful in zeal, be fervent in spirit, serve the Lord. 12 Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer. 13 Contribute to the needs of the saints and seek to show hospitality.

14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse them. 15 Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. 16 Live in harmony with one another. Do not be haughty, but associate with the lowly.2 Never be wise in your own sight. 17 Repay no one evil for evil, but give thought to do what is honorable in the sight of all. 18 If possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all. 19 Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it3 to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” 20 To the contrary, “if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink; for by so doing you will heap burning coals on his head.” 21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good (ESV).

As I consider and pray through this list, I realize how terrifyingly short I fall. Self-reliant? On what? Myself? The irony is that I'm only self-reliant at focusing on myself - that's the limit of my self-reliance. Maybe, it’s helpful if you ask yourself these same questions along with me? 

Do I:

  • Genuinely love others?

  • Truly abhor what is evil and hold fast to what is good?

  • Love one another with brotherly affection?

  • Outdo one another in showing honor?

  • Avoid slothfulness and serve the Lord fervently?

  • Rejoice in hope, exercise patience in tribulation?

  • Pray constantly? 

  • Contribute to the needs of others and show hospitality? 

Then, the list gets tougher! Do I:

  • Bless those who persecute me and not curse them?

  • Live in harmony with one another? 

  • Avoid haughtiness and associate with the lowly?

  • Live humbly and avoid being wise in my own sight? 

  • Don’t react and repay evil for evil but do the honorable thing for all to see?

  • Live peaceably with everyone? 

  • Never want retribution but fully rely on God for vengeance?

  • Feed and provide drinks to my enemy? 

  • Resist temptation and evil and overcome it with good?

There are very few times when I long to go back to my school days, but I wouldn’t mind getting graded on a curve for these. I score tragically low on this list. 

Here was the eye-opening truth to me this morning. I cannot score higher. At least, not on my own. I am an ordinary guy, not a Super Saint. And, that is the point. I am a broken and sinful person. 

The list is self-defeating. I cannot try harder, be a ‘better’ or ‘good’ person and satisfy the list and that’s the point. 

If I could focus all my effort and achieve some of these things, I would fail anyway. Why? Because succeeding by my own effort would make me wise in my own sight. I'd become prideful, glory in myself, pray less, and fail at other items on the list. 

Thank God he doesn’t require me to do this of my own efforts and ability. There is literally no possible way for me to achieve a perfect score. But, God sent Jesus to take my horrifically low score on this, and the rest of my sinful life, and through his death, burial, resurrection, ascension, defeating Satan, sin and death, he  gives me His perfect score! 

Then, as Paul started in Romans 12, through the transformation of my mind (12:2), through dependence on God, prayer, the power of the Holy Spirit, I can humbly live this reality for the glory of God.  

Thad Cardine has a great section in this post (he also has a helpful framework on how to execute scripture focused prayer - PDF download):

This lesson in the Precepts study ends with, “This will be an assignment blessed of God if you will take the time to do it. Devote yourself to prayer.”


Charisma

When I think of charisma, James Dean pops into my head. He exudes a smooth, polished, confident, demeanor. Or, if you just said who!? Maybe, Gerard Butler or The Rock, especially The Rock’s character from Jumanji, are a better example. 

Throughout my life, I have longed to have charisma. I wanted to be the guy that walked in the room and have everyone fall silent wondering what eloquence and grace would roll off my tongue. I mean, I could be the next James Bond, right? Unfortunately, I cannot even come close to faking Sean Connery’s accent, and yes, let’s be real with each other. He was by far the best James Bond. 

Imagine my shock and surprise when studying Romans 12 this morning, when Paul says I say to everyone among you not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think, but to think with sober judgment, each according to the measure of faith I that God has assigned (Romans 12:3 ESV.) 

So much for my James Bond dreams, thanks Paul! 

Paul continues in Romans 12:4-8 to talk about spiritual gifts. It was actually enlightening to read through the first 8 verses, then go back and study them in sections, then put it all back together. 

A brief summary outline of 1-8, reveals:

  • v1 Paul appealing to the Gentile believers to present their bodies to God as a sacrifice, holy and acceptable;

  • v2 Don’t be conformed to the world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind

    • by testing you may discern the will of God, what is good, and acceptable, and perfect

  • v3 mentioned above don’t think to highly of yourself, but be realistic and consider the measure of faith God has assigned you

  • v4-5 we are one body with many members all with a different function; we are all individually members of one another

  • v6 with different spiritual gifts according to the grace given us

  • v6-8 use the gift you are given to the fullest extent 

Wait Paul, so you are saying there’s a chance! Did you see it? I didn’t either, at first, until the Precepts study (which I again highly recommend) led me to look up the Greek word for “gift.”

The word:

χάρισμα (charisma), n. neut. something graciously given; a gift. Something that is freely given on account of favor and kindness.

Charisma! Paul is saying that God has blessed me with charisma! Ok, so maybe not the James Dean, suave, cool, magnetic kind of charisma, but charisma nonetheless. And, honestly, I’m good with that. My wife may disagree, but hey, there wasn’t much false advertisement in that deal, I’m pretty sure she knew what she was getting, sorry babe. 

Now that I am returning to reality, the thing I am really excited about is being ordinary. I have encountered this word a lot over the last year. So much so that it finally caught my attention and I am focusing on it as my ‘word of the year’ for 2026. 

One of my absolute favorite sections of Scripture has long been Hebrews 11:32–34:

“And what more shall I say? For time would fail me to tell of Gideon, Barak, Samson, Jephthah, of David and Samuel and the prophets—who through faith conquered kingdoms, enforced justice, obtained promises, stopped the mouths of lions, quenched the power of fire, escaped the edge of the sword, were made strong out of weakness, became mighty in war, put foreign armies to flight” (ESV).

I love how this describes a bunch of ordinary guys whom God uses for extraordinary things. They were normal, everyday dudes other than the fact that they were extraordinarily faithful. I may do a study and write about them individually, that sounds fun, we’ll see. But, the main thing I want to focus on for now is that they were ordinary, though immensely faithful, and God blessed them with charisma or spiritual gifts they used to do the will of God. 

This gives me great hope. Prayerfully, it does you, as well. I have often had thoughts throughout my life of:

  • I have screwed up too much;

  • I don’t have any special skills;

  • I’m not a super saint;

  • I don’t do most things well;

  • and others, with which, I’m sure you can relate.

How could God possibly use a guy like me, with a history like mine, that has no formal theological training, that…

He can because he is God. Because he has demonstrated throughout history, more often than not, that ordinary, not perfect men, are who he uses. There are countless stories throughout the Bible of God using improbable men in impossible situations for His glory. 

For years, I have felt God tell me to write. Like Moses, I counter with excuses and arguments: I’m not a good writer, God! I’m not a scholar, you know that! I’m not eloquent. I’m not…

God says, you are correct, sir! You are none of those things. But, you can be faithful. And, faithfulness is all I require. 

This is my ordinary faithfulness. I pray that God would use it to encourage other men, as well to take steps of their own ordinary faithfulness for His glory. 

Incidentally, I completed a spiritual gifts assessment a few years ago and my top two gifts were teaching and encouragement which seem to fit with this perceived call. 

I have a professional mentor who challenged me over the last few months to identify what Simon Sinek would call my “Why.” Or, in Japanese culture, ikigai (/ˈikiˌɡaɪ/) as "a motivating force; something or someone that gives a person a sense of purpose or a reason for living". More generally, it may refer to something that brings pleasure or fulfillment. In Christianity, it might be thought of as a transcendent cause. The idea is to identify that thing in your life that is bigger than yourself that drives you.

Historically, I have completed exercises to identify my values, vision, and purpose and had gotten somewhat close to this, but never nailed it down specifically. Through this challenge, I did. 

My “why” or ikigai is to Awaken potential in others that they can't see themselves. The idea isn’t in some self-help-motivational-speaker kind of way, but to help men find that thing. The thing burning inside of them. The charisma. The thought energizes me like crazy: to help men find their gift and to use it to the full for God’s glory. 

Context and the Illusion of Privacy

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Bottom Line Up Front (BLUF)

The rise of Artificial Intelligence has made the data we generate—from fitness apps to smart devices—immediately contextualized and weaponized. The traditional idea of privacy is an illusion, as individuals are constantly tracked and monitored by corporations and, increasingly, by powerful open-source intelligence tools accessible to anyone. The core advantage in the age of AI is context, and because that context is built upon our sensitive information, the personal responsibility to learn, understand, and defend against privacy threats has become paramount for every individual.

BLUF Summary created Gemini


It is a bit of a dreary day. It is a cold, energy-zapping, winter day. The scenery out my window reveals the mid-western Winter brand of Monochrome Grey™. 

I’m nearing the end of the work day, you know the time, just after the infamous 2:30 PM crash, right before the evening rush of activities starts. It is approaching my time slot for my workout. I am not feeling like working out today due to the weather, insanity of the day, or a hundred other excuses I could come up with.

I glance at my Apple Watch to do a time check and notice…hmm, that is new. 

There is a new little icon at the bottom that looks like…my Apple Fitness Strength Training button. It is. It is a bit faint, but definitive. 

I haven’t set a reminder or alarm. My Fitness app, presumably Siri-powered, has learned my every-other-day rhythm of strength training around 4:30 PM and is now gently nudging me that it is time! 

Multiple thoughts and feelings flash through my mind…Wow, impressive. Wait what!? I mean, it’s not that hard to recognize patterns, but it’s watching! Of course, it’s watching and tracking, that is what it does! Dang it, that means they are (obviously, but this is in-my-face obvious) tracking everything I do. I mean, I know this, it is essentially my job and what I do, but it’s Apple, it’s private, right? Right!?

The boys and I, even the youngest, have had conversations where even they have noticed that Google is always listening. They had been asking Google Home questions, those always-on eavesdropping devices most of us have littered throughout our house, waiting eagerly for us to chat with - whatever brand. I blew their minds a bit when I told them it wasn’t just the stations but our phones, tablets, even some TVs that listen and monitor. None of them are fans of that idea, though they use them almost constantly. Sound familiar? 

As I am working out, I reflect on my Apple Watch encouraging me to do so. I guess it was helpful, here I am. The little Apple move rings are just the right amount of gamification. I’m not into the badges thing but I do like the Seinfeld approach of not-breaking-the-chain to maintain habits. This little mental bump from Apple was the motivation necessary to get me past the inertia.

This personalized push toward fitness is useful, but it leads to a deeper, more troubling thought. But! Wait! What if they start (if they haven’t already) sharing or selling my information to my insurance company? I mean, obviously, my health insurance company is excited about giving me a “discount” for maintaining my fitness regimen for my own well-being, not their bottom-line. Oh no, what if I stop working out? Will my premiums go up?  

This is absurd. Stop, I tell myself. You are working out to maintain health, yet now stressing over this, which is not healthy. But, it is an increasingly important topic we need to be thoughtful about. 

A journalist, in 2020, went through some extra steps as an exercise, to see if they could avoid all the big tech companies and it was virtually impossible. That was five years ago. They're pervasive.

I'm not picking on big tech, in fact, they have a vested interest in protecting our information over smaller companies. Big tech may sell our data, which is frustrating, but we still have some ability to opt out of that as difficult and limiting as that may be.

We implicitly have greater trust in smaller companies, but they don't have the risk of losing enormous revenue or as stringent contractual obligations to protect our data in a lot of cases. This is even more severe as we consider newer small AI tools. 

Privacy and the illusion of it is such an elusive concept most of us care deeply about. 

When considering who “owns” our personal data and information, it has been said the idea of ownership depends on the country:

  • China - the country owns your data
  • America - the corporations own your data
  • Europe - you own your data (see GDPR, the EU’s General Data Protection Regulation.)

Even the EU is relaxing what was considered to be the Gold Standard for Privacy and their unwavering dedication to maintaining it. 

The global debate on ownership and regulation sets the stage for the next topic: the core advantage in the age of AI.

Context is King

Google (Gemini) lagged in the AI race for a long time. But! They have such context on people because of the millions of users through their suite of apps, search, and integrations with other apps they propelled to the leaderboard in an instant. 

It is staggering to consider how much information Google has on us. I often joke, which is probably not as much of a joke as I think it is, that Google knows more about me than I know about myself. Even if you don’t use the Google ecosystem as heavily as I have, Google has enveloped us into their world through dominating search for decades. 

For many years now, it has been said that data is the “new oil” when considering potential revenue generation. The OODA blog offers a more aggressive analogy:

Broadly speaking, a weapon is anything that provides an advantage over an adversary. In this context, data is, and always has been, a weapon. This post, part of our Intelligent Enterprise series, focuses on how to take more proactive action in use of data as a weapon.

However, to truly understand data's power, a crucial delineation is necessary. Data, by itself, is not that valuable; it only becomes a 'weapon' when imbued with context by AI.

It is becoming more apparent as AI continues to iterate that context is the ammunition for the weapon. Context is king. Data may be the new oil, but if tools can gain context they become insanely powerful. Unfortunately, the context comes from our sensitive information. While we gain capability, we lose the illusion of privacy.

> Data is the new oil; but knowledge is power

Since the advent of social media and the concept of applications, the way we engage with technology has changed. For years now, we have had “free” apps. It has long been said if you are not paying for the product, you are the product! We are just beginning to see the ramifications of this reality. 

Historically, our personal data was stored in these applications with Big Technology Companies (Meta, Apple, Amazon, Netflix and Google) but it was somewhat difficult for them to contextualize or operationalize that data. There were risks but at the time, it was more a risk of them selling large datasets to data brokers or breaching our data, which did happen numerous times, like with Cambridge Analytica.

With the power of AI, these datasets are now able to be immediately contextualized and that data now becomes information or knowledge and is incredibly powerful and valuable. 

Previously, if I wanted to find something, I had to search or manually filter through datasets. It was doable but cumbersome. With AI, it takes seconds for it to analyze, aggregate, and relate it.

As with any tool, there is always the potential to use it for good or otherwise. There are a lot of positives stemming from our current infantile maturity of AI development around healthcare, business, even empowering individuals to become entrepreneurs when they may have otherwise been prevented, or virtually every other area of life. Unfortunately, there are similar opposite results in threats to privacy, safety, and business

I Don’t Have Anything to Hide

1…20, ready-or-not, here [A]I come! 

The days of believing we can simply keep to ourselves, fly under-the-radar, and believe we will be safe, secure, and have an expectation of privacy are long passed. 

Everyone now has something to hide. Well, maybe that is not fair. If you are truly a lone wolf, don’t have family or anyone you care about, live in the middle of the woods on some remote mountain in the middle of a country that has no internet, hunt for food and don’t rely on money or other social resources, maybe you don’t have anything to hide. I would argue the rest of us do. 

If you really do not think you have anything to hide, let me perform an open source intelligence investigation on you where I will likely find things like: your birthday, everywhere you ever lived, most of your relatives - probably some people you didn’t even know were relatives, acquaintances, criminal records, and so much more. Then we can just post that in an upcoming article. Any takers? 

Let’s consider some threats and attacks over the last year and those on the immediate horizon :

  • Not to mention the terrifying concept of brain implants this necessitates an entirely different post

    • We cannot secure our email accounts, but sure, let’s implant a computer in our brain

    • To be fair, it has been amazingly helpful for the initial recipient of Elon Musk’s implant

    • It is an incredibly slippery slope

    • Mitigations:

      • Just don’t! 

There are many, many other things we could look at, but I think you get the idea. The unfortunate reality is most of you won’t do this. You might read this and have the appropriate terrified reaction…for a day or two. Our economic system is designed to create inertia around this type of activity. We call it “stickiness".” We want you to stick around, use the apps, give us all your data, it is revenue generating! 

A few of you might, I hope, set aside 10-15 minutes per week and find a few things to do in the Awesome Privacy checklist, like setting up credit monitoring, lock down privacy settings on your social media, etc. 

A Path Forward

You may be wondering where we go from here. As I mentioned earlier, technology, even AI,  is a tool that has both positive and negative implications. 

Burying our head in the sand has never proved to be an effective option. It is more important than ever to understand this technology to be prepared to navigate our future successfully.

It is imperative we embrace, learn and thoughtfully engage in this new world. Ivaylo Durmonski rightly argues Critical Thinking is fundamental. 

The ability to operationalize information, weaponize Open Source Intelligence (OSINT) findings, and execute Deep Fake and Social Engineering attacks is unprecedented. It is no longer Nation States, though their power increases exponentially, that have the exclusive capability to surveil, track, or exploit individuals, but through Open Source tools, education and AI empowerment, anyone can become their own single-entity “intelligence agency.”    

The responsibility lies within ourselves to become our own defenders. The effort required for a non-technologist, everyday person is going to make Sisyphus’ struggle seem simple.  

There are alternatives like the Fediverse for social media and applications. While I enjoy self-hosting applications and tinkering with technology, the friction is going to prevent adoption from normal, everyday users. 

I do think we can thoughtfully engage , learn, and positively use these tools. The opportunity to learn is unprecedented. We literally have the best tutors in the world at our disposal who can teach us any topic we want to know, probably at an expert level. 

There will certainly be great advances in many areas and improve various aspects of life. 

I think the best thing we can do is learn, understand, and become aware of what is possible and share that information to empower others. 

I’m excited to see what you learn. Let me know in the comments what you are working on. I’ll have more for you soon on things I am doing. 

And, my workout was great, I feel much better. Thanks for the reminder, Apple. 

Faith Starts in the Heart

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Where does your faith come from? 

I'd like to briefly explore faith with you as I work through some of my reading and studying this morning. This isn't intended to be an exhaustive evaluation or study on faith, but hopefully, a helpful stimulus for you to think through your own faith. 

I am working through the Precepts study of Matthew chapters 14 and 15 (side note: if you have not done a Precept (https://www.precept.org) study, I highly recommend them, I am thoroughly enjoying them.)

My study this morning was on Matthew 15:10-20 (All Scripture references are ESV.):

And he called the people to him and said to them, “Hear and understand: it is not what goes into the mouth that defiles a person, but what comes out of the mouth; this defiles a person.” Then the disciples came and said to him, “Do you know that the Pharisees were offended when they heard this saying?” He answered, “Every plant that my heavenly Father has not planted will be rooted up. Let them alone; they are blind guides. And if the blind lead the blind, both will fall into a pit.” But Peter said to him, “Explain the parable to us.” And he said, “Are you also still without understanding? Do you not see that whatever goes into the mouth passes into the stomach and is expelled? But what comes out of the mouth proceeds from the heart, and this defiles a person. For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false witness, slander. These are what defile a person. But to eat with unwashed hands does not defile anyone.” (ESV)

A few things stood out to me, especially when expanding to a bit larger section of Matthew chapters 14 and 15:

  • The Pharisees were offended that the disciples didn't follow the tradition of washing their hands before they ate.
  • Jesus rebukes the Pharisees telling them it is not what goes into their mouth that defiles them. What they put in their mouth passes through the body and is excreted. It is what comes out of the mouth that defiles them, because that comes out of the heart. 
  • The Pharisees held to the tradition of men, teaching the commandments of men as doctrine, over the Word of God.

It made me think, along with some other reading and questions that I came across, maybe it is helpful to start with figuring out what my definition of faith is. 

The Precept study provided a nudge to think about this by asking the question, "How would you describe faith or explain it to another person?"

What Faith Isn't

Maybe it is helpful to explore what faith isn't first? Here is a short consideration of what faith is not.

We seemingly don't have to have much faith in things we can determine with our senses: 

  • If I can see something, it is typically real - AI arguments aside, that is a whole other discussion. 
  • If I can smell something, it is almost always real (my sons demonstrate this well)
  • If I can hear something, again, AI aside, it is likely real
  • If I can touch something, it is almost certainly real
  • If I can taste it, oh, this is a bit of a tough one with processed food, I guess at least, we can say it exists

Faith isn't believing in something that is immediately able to be experienced. I don't need strong faith to believe if the ladder falls over while I am putting up Christmas lights I am rapidly going to approach the ground. Yes, I am afraid of heights. Or, as it is more comically said, I'm not afraid of heights, I'm afraid of the impact. 

Faith isn't compliance. I don't have to have faith to comply with the law, though I do have to be obedient to do so. 

Faith isn't just a feeling. I feel lots of things, that doesn't necessarily mean I believe them or place trust in them. 

A couple of days ago in my study, I was working through Matthew 14:22-33, a passage I'm sure you are familiar with. It is where Jesus walks on water to the disciples who were in a boat in the middle of a storm. Peter, wanting to confirm it is Jesus, tells him if it is you Jesus, command me to get out an walk on the water. Jesus does. For a moment, when Peter's eyes are locked on Jesus, he does indeed walk on the water. However, when his focus shifts to the storm blown waves, he begins sinking. Jesus says in v31b, "O you of little faith, why did you doubt?"

If faith is not these things, what is faith?

What Faith Is

When I encountered the question mentioned above, "how would you describe faith or explain it to another person," I had an immediate, but shallow response. About three seconds later, I was like oh, uhh, that is going to take some effort and maybe, I don't really know? 

I mean, I know. Don't you? This is one of those things that we "intuitively" know but struggle to explain why. Or, maybe that is just me. 

Even before coming to know Jesus personally, I had faith that God existed for as long as I can remember. I also, mistakenly, remember wanting him not to interfere with the happiness I was looking for in life. Well, that was a miss. But again, a different story for a different time. The point is I just sort of *knew* that God is God. 

Scripture presents a multifaceted understanding of faith that goes far beyond mere intellectual assent. Faith fundamentally “comes from hearing, and hearing through the word of Christ” (Rom 10:17), suggesting it is a dynamic, responsive relationship rather than a static concept. It is defined as “the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen,” and critically, “without faith it is impossible to please God” (Heb 10:38–11:40).

The Logos Bible App had a helpful paragraph: 

> Importantly, faith is not passive—it requires active demonstration. James provocatively argues that “faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead” and challenges believers to “show me your faith by your works.” He bluntly states that “faith apart from works is useless” (James 2:14–26). Yet simultaneously, faith is a gift—“by grace you have been saved through faith... not a result of works, so that no one may boast” (Eph. 2:8–9). Ultimately, faith is lived “in the Son of God,” with Jesus himself being the “founder and perfecter of our faith” (Gal 2:20); (Heb. 12:2). “Faith is not about perfect performance, but persistent trust.”

According to this, faith is, at least, includes this:

  • Active
  • A gift
  • Jesus is the founder *and* perfecter of it
  • It is not about performance but trust

Similarly, my pastor often says, it is not about the size of your faith, but the object of it, which echos Matthew 17:20: He said to them, “Because of your little faith. For truly, I say to you, if you have faith like a grain of mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move, and nothing will be impossible for you.”

There are many other verses that help us understand, a few: 

One of my favorite sections of Scripture is Hebrews 11:30-35 when discussing the heroes of faith:

30 By faith the walls of Jericho fell down after they had been encircled for seven days. 31 By faith Rahab the prostitute did not perish with those who were disobedient, because she had given a friendly welcome to the spies.

32 And what more shall I say? For time would fail me to tell of Gideon, Barak, Samson, Jephthah, of David and Samuel and the prophets—33 who through faith conquered kingdoms, enforced justice, obtained promises, stopped the mouths of lions, 34 quenched the power of fire, escaped the edge of the sword, were made strong out of weakness, became mighty in war, put foreign armies to flight. 35 Women received back their dead by resurrection. Some were tortured, refusing to accept release, so that they might rise again to a better life.

The passage above is so encouraging to me because it tells so many stories of ordinary men who through faith were brought through so much adversity. 

From the BetterMornings Devo, by BetterMan (these are always great, but the December 1st devotion was timely for me):

Puritan William Gurnall captured this tension perfectly: "God often brings His people into such a condition that they can see no deliverance but His."

If it made sense, you'd trust the plan. Because it doesn't, you're forced to trust God. Often the very moments that feel the most unreasonable are the exact moments where God is building the most unshakable faith.

These quotes were very helpful for me to better understand how to communicate what I intuitively *knew* about faith. 

Ok great, now what? We have seen what faith isn't and what faith is, but where, or in whom, does our faith belong? 

Where does your faith come from?

There are, obviously, many options available to us. Marketing departments work very hard to remind us that buying that next thing will satisfy - no offense to my friends in Marketing. You do great work, often too good of work. I have seen what happens when I try to live out life on my own terms, chasing the worldly things I thought would bring happiness. (Hint: that never ends well.) I have followed my feelings with a similar result. 

It took awhile, but I finally came to discover that faith that led to joy is only found in Jesus, the Author and Perfecter of my faith. Jesus captured my heart and continues to transform my heart. In Ezekiel 36:26, God promises, "And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh." Now, my faith rightly comes from my heart. 

YouTube Music notified me of a new song while writing this, "Ain't Got Enough Faith" by Conner Smith, which I think sums up my journey well:

*When it comes to thinking someone’s up there looking down
Well buddy, I’ve got to
‘Cause I ain’t got enough faith not to*

As I continue in the Precept study, it then asked the harder question. 

It is a question that invites introspection and examination; a couple of things I regularly find difficult. I would like to extend that invitation to you. You're welcome. Take a few moments. Even just a couple. Find a silent space without distractions or interruptions and ask yourself.

Is your Christian walk more governed by a traditional code of dos and don'ts or by the clear commandments and teachings of the Word of God? Don't answer this off the cuff—think it through.

As you consider that question, ask God. Regardless of where you are in your faith journey, God is listening and cares. He invites us to seek the truth and is faithful to answer. 

Manhood Journey, another valuable resource I would recommend, invites us to take a couple more minutes and pray through Colossians as we engage in our daily routines:

Colossians 2:6-7:

Therefore, as you received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in him, rooted and built up in him and established in the faith, just as you were taught, abounding in thanksgiving.

Colossians 2:6-7 calls us to walk in Christ, rooted and built up in Him, and abounding in thanksgiving. This week, connect a simple prayer to something "ordinary"-your morning coffee, commute, or dog walk. Pray something like: "Jesus, I'm walking with You."

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AI Awareness and Detection Tips

Image Source: Nano Banana Pro - Google Gemini

Outline

  • Intro: Question Reality 
  • Network Chuck video - please take 20-minutes to watch this! 
  • Detection Tools and Tips

Question Reality

We have been inserted into a battle we cannot win, at least, without awareness and tools.

While AI has been around in various aspects for decades, Generative AI went mainstream in late 2022 when OpenAI released ChatGPT. At its initial appearance, it was quaint, quirky, and qualitatively obvious. We could have it write something or even create crude images that were painfully obvious that they were AI generated. 

In three short years, it has improved so drastically, it is impossible in many cases, to detect AI generated content from human created content. At the moment, the #1 song on the Country Top 40, is by AI.

A small example of an AI generated image that appears convincingly real, is the banner image for this post. Nano Banana, a tool by Google Gemini updated a couple of weeks ago and is mind-bending powerful. 

The image was generated in a few seconds using a prompt:

Create a hyper-realistic, ultra-sharp, full-color large-format image featuring a massive group of celebrities from different eras, all standing together in a single wide cinematic frame. The image must look like a perfectly photographed editorial cover with impeccable lighting, lifelike skin texture, micro-details of hair, pores, reflections, and fabric fibers.

GENERAL STYLE & MOOD: Photorealistic, 8k, shallow depth of field, soft natural fill light + strong golden rim light. High dynamic range, calibrated color grading. Skin tones perfectly accurate. Crisp fabric detail with individual threads visible. Balanced composition, slightly wide-angle lens (35mm), center-weighted. All celebrities interacting naturally, smiling, posing, or conversing. Minimal background noise, but with enough world-building to feel real.

THE ENVIRONMENT: A luxurious open-air rooftop terrace at sunset overlooking a modern city skyline. Elements include: Warm golden light wrapping around silhouettes. Polished marble.

It is unsettling to me that this technology has advanced so quickly, even reading and studying it constantly, it is virtually impossible for me to keep up. My desire is to engage, educate, and empower others to understand this technology and be able to protect themselves. See video below.
 
For clarity, I use AI quite a bit. It is incredible technology. My thoughts and writing are my own, though may be cleaned-up, edited, grammar fixes, etc. by AI. But, I use AI in a lot of other ways that I will share in other posts, but a small example, one of my sons is beginning to get curious about technology. We built a Bible Trivia Game in about five minutes using ChatGPT and Antigravity


Network Chuck

Summary: 

Network Chuck is one of my favorite content creators for technology. He is funny, entertaining, shares my love for coffee, breaks technical topics down to a digestible level, is a brother-in-Christ.

This video has some excellent content. It is a bit different style than the majority of his videos. it is an interview-style exploring topics with some folks form BitDefender. If you need anti-virus, BitDefender is a solid choice - not an advertisement, just a side note. 

I really want you, even if you aren't into technology, to spend 20 minutes to watch this video. He touches on some important topics. There is some techy content, but he explains it very well. Most importantly, I want you to pay the most attention to the content around Deep Fake attacks with AI. I'll give you some tools and tips at the bottom of the post to help defend yourself. 

My Highlights:

Video below my highlights if you want to just skip to that.

Ransomware payments:

If you talk to law enforcement, which also has access to the actual databases of people who paid, the real number is closer to 70%. Think about that. Small businesses, families, grandmothers—your grandmother—paying $600 or more that they cannot afford.

Voice-cloning scams:

We have seen voice cloning used in scams, especially ones attempting to mimic family members or friends. It only takes eight seconds of your voice to clone it. Imagine your mom getting a call that sounds exactly like you saying, “I’m in trouble. I need money.”

AI honeypots catching scammers:

In the video, Roz calls an AI honeypot pretending to be a scammer. The AI plays the victim—and even has personality. It proceeds to engage the scammer just like a real person would.

Multi–touch-point attack detection:

Scammers now start a scam on WhatsApp, then continue it in your browser, then switch to phone. Banks added obfuscation so screens shared from a phone show as blank, but scammers adapted: “Don’t do it on your phone. Open it in your browser instead.”

Heartbreaking ransomware case:

A couple in Syria had their single family computer infected. They could not pay the $350 ransom—which may as well have been $35,000. What made this case devastating was that the attackers were holding hostage the only remaining photos of their two children who had died in the war. These criminals were extorting them using the last memories of their children.

Cybersecurity as a human right:

Cybersecurity should be a fundamental human right—just like liberty and critical thinking. It should not be conditioned by money. Once people realize how deeply digital life affects their physical life, they understand the need to secure it.


Detection Tools and Tips

There are quite a few takeaways that we can glean from his video. Also, as he mentions, protecting ourselves from attackers is always a cat-and-mouse game. With that, here are some helpful things you can do to protect yourself and your family. I will constantly be adding content, tools, and tips on this. My desire is to give you quick, easy wins to improve your security posture. 
  • Be careful what you post on platforms without required authorization - we will talk about OSINT (Open Source Intelligence) in future posts
  • Use pass phrases instead of passwords, e.g. "cow jump moon" (don't use that) is much more secure than "Winter2025!"
  • Use multi-factor authentication everywhere (NEVER give your code to anyone)
  • Use a password manager, there are a lot of great options, a couple of my favorite, easy-to-use options are:
    • BitWarden - free options, cross platform
    • Apple Password manager - built in to iOS devices
  • Use passkeys where available
    • These use biometric authentication (fingerprint, facial recognition, etc.) reduces friction and improves security - win win!
  • Question everything
  • Use extreme caution when clicking on anything, opening attachments - double and triple check
  • Always verify - never call a number in an email, look it up in Google or other source and verify legitimacy
  • Have a family code word - yes, it is crazy we are here, but in the event of a deep fake voice attack a code word will be helpful
  • NEVER give an unknown person remote access to your computer
  • Google, Microsoft, the IRS or anyone else will call you out-of-the-blue and request access to your computer
  • If they do, hang up. Look up their number elsewhere and call them back
  • Deep Fake verification tools - these are new and not completely dependable, but a good first step
  • https://scanner.deepware.ai/ 
  • https://deepfakedetection.io/deepfake-image-detection
  • Make backups of your important information and keep it disconnected from your network; use cloud storage
  • Incredibly good, easy-to-use tool to work through improving your home security https://digital-defense.io/

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2025-11-25: Today, I Learned

Image Source: Nano Banana, Gemini

Summary

Today's learning centered on four interconnected themes: spiritual humility through the Naaman story, Christian engagement with AI, the economic transformation AI is driving, and practical strategies for retaining what I read. The through-line is humble, active engagement whether surrendering to God's simple commands, stewarding AI rather than ignoring it, building for human flourishing over products, or doing the work of retrieval practice.


Spiritual Formation: Humility & Obedience

Source: Seven Times Down (Naaman story)

Summary:

Naaman's story is interesting, and I can imagine this being descriptive of myself. Often, I have found myself in positions where I didn't understand or being faithful felt futile. It would have taken an enormous amount of humility, patience, and faith to experience this. I'm saddened by how often I lack that in my walk. It is terrifyingly easy for me to visualize myself getting to the fourth or fifth dip and wondering, did God really command me to do this, surely not? 

My Highlights:

  • Naaman's healing came from obedience to a simple command, not the river itself, the act of surrender was the point
  • "Naaman didn't need another medal. He needed mercy. And mercy only flows where pride has drowned."
  • Every man fights between self-reliance and surrender; the fight is won by faith, not force
  • Spurgeon: "The proud sinner will not obey the simple gospel"
  • Pattern: we overcomplicate what requires only submission
  • Obedience is greater ritual; God honors the heart posture, not the performance
  • It wasn't until the 7th time Naaman immersed himself that he was healed

AI, Faith & Christian Engagement

Source: AI, Faith, and the Future

Summary:

This was an incredibly good podcast with sound reasoning. It was helpful to me in many ways, but specifically around the concepts of humanity shepherding, cultivating, and managing AI, not the opposite. I strive regularly to envision ways to use AI to benefit humanity. These are areas that I care deeply about. Obviously, being a Christian, this topic is highly relevant to me. As a technologist, I love AI and have already done some very exciting things with it. There are some unsettling aspects, as a security and privacy leader, that are constantly at the forefront. Humanity is not ready to navigate many of the outcomes, attacks, alteration of truth, and many other facets of this technology. Another of my passion areas aligns with the concept they discuss of embrace, educate, and empower. Regardless of your spiritual posture, this is worth a listen.

My Highlights:

  • AI demystified: it's "just math" — massive tables with probabilistic weights, not magic
  • AI is NOT morally neutral — training data shapes its worldview; what you feed it (Wikipedia vs. Scripture) determines outputs
  • Ontological gap preserved: humans created AI, so we maintain superiority; AI can be functionally smarter but not naturally intelligent
  • Cognitive decline risk: outsourcing thinking to AI shrinks brain capacity; don't become "data clerks"
  • Christians must engage proactively — don't bury heads in sand like with social media
  • Faith must be integrated into all domains, not compartmentalized from technology
  • Biola is building biblically-grounded AI trained on Scripture, Augustine, Calvin — a model for proactive Christian stewardship

AI & Economic Transformation

Source: AI Rewiring the Economy / Fintech Brain Food

Summary:

Similar to the section above, excellent information and thinking on the economic impact of AI. The paradigm shift is unimaginable. Realizing there have been significant shifts in commerce with mobile devices, internet, or even cars, AI doesn't leave a lot of untouched areas where it will not dominate and displace the need for human effort. Advertising is going to be ironically odd, pervasive, and immersive in the future. 

My Highlights:

  • Current state: stuff is cheap, services are expensive — AI will flip this equation
  • Sectors most impacted: professional services, healthcare, education, finance, creative services (together = 1/3 to 1/2 of global GDP)
  • These sectors haven't seen automation-driven productivity gains yet — AI changes that
  • Gross Domestic Flourishing vs. GDP — companies building for human flourishing get to define the future
  • Revenue growth comes from improving customer outcomes, not selling more product
  • New mental model: AI as personal shopper/coach/doctor whose incentives help customers become their "better angel, not lesser demon"
  • World-class healthcare, education, finance, and creative services could reach anyone at near-zero cost
  • The bigger game isn't the technology — it's the new business model it enables

Learning & Retention Strategies

Source: How to Remember Everything You Read

Summary:

This is a highly valuable paper and the impetus for this exercise. I read a lot. I remember very little of what I consume even with using Obsidian as a Knowledge Management System, Readwise for spaced repetition and more. I hope that following the guidance from this paper helps me create a sustainable system and practice to increase the value of the time I spend reading. 

My Highlights:

Pre-Reading

  • Preview first (5-10 minutes per chapter) — scan headings, abstracts, conclusions
  • This gives your brain a framework to hang details on
  • Write down questions you want the material to answer

During Reading

  • Active > Passive: jot questions, reactions, and connections as you go
  • 20% highlighting rule — if highlighting more than 20%, summarize instead
  • Understand before judging — you can't agree or disagree until you can summarize the author's position
  • After each section: pause and write a one-sentence summary from memory
  • Don't stop at hard parts on first pass; do a "superficial read" then return

Post-Reading

  • Blank Sheet / Feynman method: write main points from memory after finishing (no peeking)
  • Progressive summarization:
    • Layer 1: Initial highlights
    • Layer 2: Mark top 15% of highlights ("highlight of highlights")
    • Layer 3: Write one-page executive summary from Layer 2
  • End-of-day recap: skim notes or recall key points same evening
  • Teach it to someone that same day — accelerates integration

Long-Term

  • "Skim a lot, read a few, re-read the best"
  • Search your own notes first when learning something new — reinforces prior knowledge and integrates new information (flagged as a key personal miss)
  • Make connections: tie new ideas to existing mental models at every opportunity
  • Convert reading into usable output: notes, essays, models, decisions, teaching

Quote of the Day

"Mercy only flows where pride has drowned."

Quick Thoughts on Business and Employee Paradigm Shift

It has been said since the advent of the internet, and certainly SaaS (Software as a Service - think GMail) products developed and became mainstream, that all businesses are now tech business regardless of the actual vertical in which they are operate. 

With AI, all employees are now technologists regardless of their actual role and function.